its my bday week.

i miss bear.

i miss my bear so much. he was the best dog ever. i love george and daisy obvi.. but i miss my golden retriever. maybe someone will get me a puppy for my bday? (yeah, right)happpppy bday weeek. yay.

After him and I were done with our chapter in each other’s lives, every so often he’ll text me when he’s drunk or late at night (usually when drunk/deep though occurs) and he’ll say he misses me but I tell him he doesn’t, because honestly he hasn’t seen me or really talked to me in 2 years and we haven’t had anything since then…so really it’s like you don’t miss me because you don’t know who I am anymore. People miss the memory of a person. But eventually we all let go; whether it be a natural course or when we find someone new and the new memories and that new person starts to take over your mind, not necessarily replacing that old person, but rather moving on from them.

happy easter.

I still cant eat bread... my dads side of the family does easter, my moms does passover.. therefore sticking me and my sister in the middle of a very confusing holiday season.this year alley and i are both in scottsdale sans pk and jd... so we are treating ourselves and jacquelin and libby to dinner at ruths chris. i cant complain...except for i still cant eat things that rise, and a cupcake is sound reaaaaal good right about now. happy easter lovies.

so wise.

"I want someone who I can tell all my secrets to. I want someone who won’t judge me for the mistakes I’ve made and the mistakes I continue to make. I want someone who will understand me. I want someone to hear me out, not just listen. I want someone who says good night to me and prays to God that they’ll get the chance to say good morning. I want someone who will accept me for who I am, despite all my flaws. I want someone who will wipe my tears away and make me smile when I’m down. I just want someone who loves me."

(via eletheowl)

passover.

with passover right around the corner... its bye bye breads (and brownies, cakes, cupcakes, beer, pasta) everything i love most in the world for the next 8 days. with that said, libby and i have been on a carb tour all day. its been so fun... im not even mad about it. happy passover my little jews. xox.